Serious as a heart attack
I'm looking in my almanac
I gotta find out all the things
And find out where she got her wings
Shimmy shimmy quarter turn
I feel like I will never learn
How can I check lost and found
When I'm too busy getting down

don't you just love it when song lyricsmatch mood, i've been on a huge hellogoodbye fix lately.

i owe all of you some story time huh?

so i'm in a new band with some of my best friends and for once it's working out. we;ve got guitars, keyboards, drums, back and forth vocals, the whole nine yards.

also i failed analysis last year, junior year, so now i'm taking a trig course this summer. so if anyone is good at trigonometry out there, help would be much appreciated
i don't understand numbers and numbers plus words is unholy blashemy
least in my book

any way anyone i haven't talked to in a while please post a comment it'd be nice to catch up

by the by my unfortunate status of single may not last for long..... (forshadowing)

... my grades, not so much

i kind of had an important epiphany today

i shouldn't be sad all the time
even though i'm always uncomfortable physically i just need to realize that i am who i am no matter the wrapping and instead of waiting to be alive, i just need to understande that i can still be that beautifull girl that i am inside cause that's who i am regardless of the wrapper. instead of hiding her from the world i just need to let her shine cause she will. it's no use acting like what i'm not just cause of what people expect. i'm not going to suddenly wake-up one day and say i'm finally her once the transitions done, i am her because i've always been her.
i've made some peace with myself and i don't know why but i physically feel better now the pit in the bottom of my stomach is filling and i think the stress sickness (not a technical term) of the last year is subsiding.

i just have to be myself, it shouldn't be hard cause that's who i am .

p.s. now that i'm functioning again someone please help me catch up with school ^.^

A friend of mine did this, well let's see:


How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"
[x] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 2

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[x] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7

[x] got your mom, dad, etc. to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 11

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 16

[x] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class (currently math)
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 21

[x] gotten a call from school
[x] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 26

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[X] got in trouble with the principal/the vice principal
total So Far: 31

Multiply by 3

Grand total: 93%

holy shit if i was in juvie i'd be like an A- student
by the way if any one knows trigonometry please save my sorry ass

by the way i'll be selling tickets to my bands first legitimate gig, if any one can go plese do there apparently are going to be label people checking out the bands so if you guys come it'd help us make a good first impression

ok status update

my bands show went amazing and i am currently selling Dvds of it at negotiable prices.

next i've really limited calling people, so just to let you know my policy is now that i will only call when called unless it's for something specific

lastly i'm fighting with my dad again and i just can't stand it. they don't make any sense.

i'll really have some peotry up

when i get around to it...

poprocks and coke, Erin

I know none of you who read this owe me anything but please respond.


melo-drama over: My Band has two shows coming up!!!!!
Our first two shows!!!!!!!!

whoever is able to go please meassage me and i'll give you the locations and other info

the shows take place on the 27th of september and the 2nd of october

please come