i am breaker of everything I hold dear
my dear
please save me from myself
make it that I can’t love or be loved
I can’t fuck this up anymore
I can’t lose it all again
I’m too weak for that
Fragile
Pathetic
I am the worm on the pavement
Drying up as the rain evaporates
I’ll burrow inside my self
Deep into my mother earth
My fortress
And escape the draught
The holocaust of the rising sun
Don’t feed me in my prison
Don’t show me you care
It’ll kill me if you do
I’ll overdose as my tolerance builds to your affection
I’ll break my hands bloody and ragged as I beat against the glass tomb I’m rotting in
Then I’ll shatter the walls and can’t be contained
Smashing to pieces my own heart
Keep me alive
And I can live this shallow life forever
But I can’t live if i kill this
The pain that brings pleasure
Brings reason
Life
To my stained hands
My painted face
red tears falling from my Oedipus eyes
as I watch my life fall to pieces
show me your sympathy
leave me on the mountainside