I'm amazed at the amount of stupidity there is in the world. and not to be tooting my own horn, but i feel like me and the handful of people i willingly associate with are diametrically opposed to it.

where i kill myself most of the time trying not to be an assumptive ass and look at all sides of a situation, i see people all around jump gleefully onto bandwagons.
even with my own friends i won't blatantly assume they are blameless. and even if i take their side, I'm not gonna make a strong statement like " and anyone who thinks otherwise is a steaming pile of fail that can burn in hell for all I care, because clearly THEY are broken if they could ever think that of you."

who get's off on being ridiculously hyperbolic like that, especially when you don't have any clue what i think of someone.
In addition how deluded must you be to hear something like this and be like "oh well, good shit"
how does that not make you feel guilty in the least to influence the opinions of people who have no way of being objective, since they are physically blinded from the situation by the internet.
why put up a publicly slandering journal entry up in the first place simply for the benefit of strangers?

the lunacy makes me want to throw up a little. maybe it's just the late-nite ramen, but it's definitely influenced by an extreme allergic reaction to bullshit.
in my book delusion is one of the worst wrongs a person can commit against themselves and others. to lie to yourself is digusting. if you have such an issue with who or what you are that you have to even lie to yourself, your words are meaningless because they're all filtered through a lense of bull-shit.

look i have enough stress, i have enough guilt, i have enough neurosis. i have enough to the point that my own friends are concerned about me and feel i need to get over them. i don't need a bunch of idiots filled to the brim with bullshit trying to give me more. i don't need the weight of fake suicide threats, or accusations of being a traitor that never cared. look i used to care about you greatly, but honestly you have given me plenty of reason and i really don't give a rat's ass about you anymore. the on;y thing that keeps me caring is decency as a human being. something you seem to have purged from your system along with empathy and intelligence. you don't give a shit how we feel, as long as we feel bad for you. your drive for attention leads you ever into the arms of strangers as pure objectivity and truth lead you claims to fall on deaf ears.

and to be honest with you, when we were your friends we were better damn friends than any of the people you've replaced us with. cause if they gave a damn about you they wouldn't offer you their blind support. they'd actually try and help you.

just because a bunch of random people who don't really know you, say that you're right, it doesn't mean you are. to be honest agreeing with you blindly is the path of least resistance and we're a notoriously lazy bunch. the fact that we fought with you about this for so long as your friends means we cared a great deal about you. if you can't see that you're blind.


P.s. Tt's rather narcissistic of any of you to assume that i could give two shits about breaking anyone in question or not. It's amazing how self-centered you must be to think that you're important enough for me to even want to break.

i really don't give a damn either way