... my grades, not so much

i kind of had an important epiphany today

i shouldn't be sad all the time
even though i'm always uncomfortable physically i just need to realize that i am who i am no matter the wrapping and instead of waiting to be alive, i just need to understande that i can still be that beautifull girl that i am inside cause that's who i am regardless of the wrapper. instead of hiding her from the world i just need to let her shine cause she will. it's no use acting like what i'm not just cause of what people expect. i'm not going to suddenly wake-up one day and say i'm finally her once the transitions done, i am her because i've always been her.
i've made some peace with myself and i don't know why but i physically feel better now the pit in the bottom of my stomach is filling and i think the stress sickness (not a technical term) of the last year is subsiding.

i just have to be myself, it shouldn't be hard cause that's who i am .

p.s. now that i'm functioning again someone please help me catch up with school ^.^